Posted by: olipepudding on: November 8, 2009
today, at 3.00 p.m, i was woken up by his phone call, he said that he was craving for sour sally and wanted to eat @ sop ikan. He needed one hour to eat and have a bath and then picked me up. i was lazy to get out from my bed, but my desire to meet him made me wake up hurrily, took a bath, did make-up and i was ready to have a date an hour later. 5p.m already…. where’s he?? i called his mobile phone twice, but no answer.. i called his home third time.. first, his servant said that he was sleeping.. second, he was taking a bath… third, he answered my phone and said that he’ll pick me up with his brother. really, i didn’t know what i feel and waht i should do.. i just comfort myself by exploring my blackberry… i just took positive thinking.. i must be grateful that he still want to take me for dinner even my home is so far from his… he still cared me… i dunno why i can’t be angry with him… yes, it’s true … love is blind…. i love him.. i miss him all the time… i think i should reduce my love percentage or i’ll be insane because of thinking of him every seconds… i want to listen to his voice all the time… i know it can annoy him… i have to make myself busy… back to previous OLIP!!!!!!!
Posted by: olipepudding on: November 7, 2009
today i make him angry… because of my childish attitudes.. i hate my self .. why i was being so childish like that….
because he ignored me by watching dvds… honestly, i want him focused on me… spoiled with me.. playing with me.. argghhhh.. i hate that i have no voice to express what i want…
why i am a passive girl…
so sorry honey… if i wasn’t like that, i’m sure everything will be okayy………..
today, he also told me about his burden and responsibility… i know that he has overload things in his mind, about financial, work, and money. he was so tired today and want to relax for a while.. argghhhh i hate that myself didn’t understand him… stupid olipppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by: olipepudding on: November 4, 2009
that hurt feeling appears again… i hate this feeling, it make me hard to breathe.. fear of losing you.. fear of being away from you.. it makes me cry silently everytime it suddenly come up. Wish i can handle this feeling…
Posted by: olipepudding on: November 3, 2009
I’ve got sore throat since Saturday and it got worse and worse. Yesterday morning, i went to the doctor and got some medicine, but i didn’t feel better. Then, my love accopmanied me to his doctor, and i felt much better after taking the doctor’s medicine. Thanks for accompanying me to the doctor… also, thanks alot for your care and attention, my luv!!
Luv you more and more…
Posted by: olipepudding on: October 23, 2009
I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish
I’ll be your fantasy.
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
‘Cos I’m counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
Chorus
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me…
Verse 2
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we’re surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me…
Bridge
Oh can’t you see it baby?
You don’t have to close your eyes
‘Cos it’s standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come…
I’ll be your dream
I’ll be your wish
I’ll be your fantasy.
I’ll be your hope
I’ll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I’ll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do…
Chorus
Posted by: olipepudding on: October 23, 2009
i think of you in everything that i do
to be with you what ever it takes i’ll do
cause you my love, you all my heart desires
you’ve lighten up my life forever i’m alive
since i found you my world seems so brand new
you’ve show me the love i never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since i found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since i found you
your love shines bright
through all the corners of my heart
maybe you are my dearest heart
i give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life
my destiny is you
forever true… i’m so in love with you
since i found you my world seems so brand new
you’ve show me the love i never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since i found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since i found you
my heart forever true…
in love with you..
Posted by: olipepudding on: October 18, 2009
Day by day I love you more and more
I never expected you feel the same way like me
Just being with you, talking to you, seeing you smile, making you happy
It’s more than enough for me
I am so happy that you always give me chance to be with you
I don’t know why recently I feel that I will lose you
So hurts… when that feeling comes
Does it mean it’s time for me to let you go?
All sweet memories with you will always stay in deep of my heart
Posted by: olipepudding on: September 23, 2009

another frozen yoghurt in Surabaya
Posted by: olipepudding on: September 23, 2009

Sushi roll
love it….love it…